My First Saturn Return is coming (Oh great)

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By Anon

Next week is my birthday and I'm turning 27 years old. I have to be honest and say I'm not looking forward to it. For the past 26 years of my life things haven't panned out the way I had hoped. I graduated from college, but I'm deep in debt. I'm also unemployed and still living at home.

It gets awkward when family or acquaintances ask me, "Well what are you doing now?" or "Are you working?" Whenever I'm faced with those questions I want to crawl under a rock.

My love life is nonexistent

I tried to rekindle a relationship with someone, but it ended as fast as it began.

I feel so inadequate. No matter what I do (find employment, date, etc.) there seems to be so many limitations. The words no and not right now are a normal part of my life. There's little motivation and optimism in my spirit.

Winter is Coming

Now that my Saturn Return is coming, I'm afraid things will get worse. I just want things to get better. I want to get to out of my shell and blossom. I want to begin my career and most importantly, be happy.

If I could fast forward to the end of my Saturn Return I would, but I guess I have to face this head on. I've been doing it for this long right? I'm ready *sigh*.

Saturn Sign: Saturn Return in Scorpio