Letting Go

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By Annie from Perth, WA

 I'm 28 and I've just come to the realisation over the past mammoth few weeks, that yep... my Saturn Return in Scorpio has come, and it is demanding quite a grand welcoming.

Its been grotesque in all its glory. At first I didn't cotton on to what was happening to me. I was feeling tremendous amounts of torment and guilt from past mistakes I made. I thought I was feeling this way because I couldn't bare to live with the guilt and shame, so instead I offered up my honesty of past mistakes to the person I love the most and that just created a new world of pain, torment and guilt that came flooding my way.

Making Peace With My Saturn Return

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By Anon from Denver, US

If there is one thing I wish I knew four years ago, it is the phenomenon of the Saturn Return. It all began with a car crash and slowly every area of my life got sucked into a downward spiral.

If I knew such a thing as a Saturn Return existed, I would have been better prepared for it.

Death of the Old Ways
When it began I saw everything I had built start to disintegrate. I had to make some hard choices. I took a hard hit when it came to finances, career and friendships.

Since my Saturn Return began I was living with high anxiety, fear, low self-worth, regret and many negative feelings.

My First Saturn Return is coming (Oh great)

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By Anon

Next week is my birthday and I'm turning 27 years old. I have to be honest and say I'm not looking forward to it. For the past 26 years of my life things haven't panned out the way I had hoped. I graduated from college, but I'm deep in debt. I'm also unemployed and still living at home.

It gets awkward when family or acquaintances ask me, "Well what are you doing now?" or "Are you working?" Whenever I'm faced with those questions I want to crawl under a rock.